who can i tell about this all...!!

a long time now,..but i still dreaming,..for what this relationship...??no one can tell me about this...i need to find out the way n solve the problem alone,..as i am,..prove it,.i admit my age alredy going to old..but i dont think i am old as my age..bcoz of it,..i let my problem there n dont want to solve,..i run from my age,..but now,..i tink i got the answer,.ye22222,..thankz kak ain,..n yor advice kak lin,..i appreciate all that,...(alhamdulilh...kutemui jwapan itu,..dan solat istiqarah itu pasti ku lakui,..akan tibe waktu nye itu....)